To me, love is something that usually comes in a horses eyes or a mom. Ive seen people who are in love, but I never thought that same love could ever be sent in my direction. Normally, I wouldn't ever think that a man could love me. Me who sleeps alot and devotes most of my time on a horse or on the farm. Me who spends friday nights with my sister, sitting on my bed, and drinking carnation instant breakfast. That's what type of love I knew, well until he wandered into my life. He might not be my one and only someone, but he's definitely the only one I wanna be with right now and for quite a while. Sometimes, we don't know what we have til its gone, and after 2 falling outs, we have finally seen eachother in our darkest and lightest states. I know I sound like a lovesick puppy, but when u can't handle someone at their worst, you don't deserve them at their best. Im one of those people who's worst shows alot more than their best. I don't mean it, but when im around him all I want to do is throw my best at him! I hope that all or anybody reading this blog, will find someone who you want to throw your greatness at. Its the best feeling in the world and even though the one you think might be THE one might not be, its an amazing feeling to have. My life might not be perfect, but im making it my own fairytale.
